The One Where I Feel Like I Had Open Heart Surgery

There is no wonder why we use the heart as an analogy for our deep, inner emotions and experiences.  It is our lifeblood.  The heart keeps us alive; it causes us to function.  Without it all of our body fails.  The health of our heart affects every part of our lives. So it is with […]

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The One Where I Realized I Have Power

Jesus told us when He was on this earth, “In this life you will have troubles…” One of the only guarantees we have is that this life will not be easy.   Life is full of uncertainty.  It is often overwhelmed with troubles and struggles and frustrations. So I’m just wondering how we still live […]

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Removing the Barnacles

I am learning a lot about patience.  And grace.  And truth. I am learning that gold really does have to go through refining fire in order to shine.  You know what they say, “No pressure, no diamonds.” (That was for my brothers.) I’m learning that I cannot let other people affect my shine.  Or as […]

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Your Adventurous Life

(that title is an inside joke for Gordon students – ha. ha. eye roll.) I’m not sure I’m as fun as I used to be. I was reminded of a ridiculously goofy and spontaneous thing I did back in college, and after reliving those moments I sighed to myself, “I’m not fun anymore.” I used […]

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"Create In Me"

My lovely aunt sent me the new Rend Collective cd, and I have jumped on the bandwagon… One of the songs is particularly speaking to my heart right now. (It is at the bottom for you to listen to.) It starts with this:Create in me a clean, clean heart Create in me a work of […]

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Rebuilt and Renamed

This past week I had to give a presentation on my “formational journey” in one of my classes.  It is as terrifyingly personal as it sounds, and even though there are only twelve of us in the class, each who I know well and am comfortable with, I was still incredibly nervous. It ended up […]

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31 Days of Gratitude [day seven]

I love when everything comes back around. I was planning for my middle school small group and it was a lesson on emotions.  And the book we’re using said, “Make a conscious effort to replace stressful thoughts with prayer, scripture, or praise songs.” A few weeks ago we talked about insecurity, and it said, “If […]

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31 Days of Gratitude

Friends to dream with – gift. Last week I posted about dreaming big, God-sized dreams.  God gave me a dream, a ‘little’ dream that my sweet roommate is helping me make a reality. It is called 31 days of gratitude.  Counting gifts, things I am thankful for, has been a life changing practice for me […]

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Nicaragua and God-sized Dreams

I took a journey down memory lane the other day via my college journals, and stumbled upon entries about the process of the mission trip I co-led to Nicaragua. I journaled from the day I found out I’d be leading to when we were actually there and then the days when we returned to snow […]

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"You Complete Me"

When your desire for God outweighs your desire for anything else, that is when you will have true ______. Fill in the blank. I started off my morning by just rattling off apologies to Jesus, as I stared in the mirror getting ready for the day.  I am sorry I don’t pay more attention to […]

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